dear okasan
i also dunno la how to repair the skype back,so hard la
i dun remember anything..hahahah2
by the way try to add my yahoo messenger,u see the smiley and written there yahoo messenger? put ur yahoo account and emel,by there we can still do video call,any prob tell me,oke?

Salam alaykum,hahaha just stopping by to write something...ummm what ye....let me think,,,so many things la,but i will try to make it short.

xm is postponed again and again,and yea! hahaaha

i cant upload pics for this time bcoz mc shah unable to find the blutus button,she format her system n everything lost,and to find the button is quite annoying

i finished 3 mini tests this week,thou it may be not so good,but im doing this for final xm's sake,many and more dr got angry with us,thought we r lazy pig,well i dont mind it at the first place s i knew myself,i dont think that i played in class n not studying at home but well yes,we cant memorize everything at once,thou it's only 4 subjects but there are about 20 books to be finished.and sorry dr,dont shout at us and told us lazy coz u may only elevate ur blood pressure,we know it's final xm around the corner and we r running towards it...hahaha!

n i think this all for this,send my salam to everibadi at msia,i think i will activate my fb this july or august till then,see u later.and about summer holiday,like there is no summer,we will finish our summer here,maybe.try not to think about raya to much bcoz i listen to raya song everiday.hahaha!!!!

okay,babai!
salam alaykum

Sunny day

   Salaam children of heaven ,

The weather now is good ..no more rains whether at night or in the evening like it used to be in march ..the sun is up before seven oclock ..sometimes you can see the blue sky ..not even a speck of cloud can be seen ..just like in the desert...but between you and okasaan , okasaan prefers the rain ..so cool so nyaman ...the heavier the better ..more water means the wetland will be full of international birds ...okasaan is very sure to miss them when pater retires in three years time ..

  Yesterday pater asked okasaan when okasaan wants to build our house ...pater said it is better if okasaan can get the loan as quickly as possible ..do you know why pater is in such a hurry ?....hahahahahah........the answer is very simple ...pater said okasaaan is not fit anymore ...okasaan has so many illness ..okasaan is not as healthly as okasaan used to be ...so the sooner okasaan gets the housing loan the better it is for you children ...but who knows...maybe okasaan lives longer than pater ...hahahahaha...only Allah knows ....but you know children ,okasan wants all of you to know that if pater dies before okasaan ,okasaan will insyaallah leave paka ..okasaan wants to live at sgbesar...tanah tumpahnya darahku...hahahahah..the land where my blood spills ? not quite right ..you find the right word ..

  Last night pater wanted to take okasaan out for dinner ...hahahaha ...not candlelit dinner ...just simple nasi goreng/fried mee ..but okasaan declined because okasaan was not well ...and also because okasaan wanted to sleep early ...like okasaan told you last time , okasaan is already a golden citizen/ warga emas ..

  Today the students can go home early because we are having PTA?PIBG meeting at 2pm ..so children bye for now ...remember to recite your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends ..and please dress properly ..as a good muslimah does ...adios ..see you ...

Yes,yes,yes..the invitation card has arrived..alhamdulillah

   Salaam children of heaven ,

   Tomorrow is okasaan's birthday..if compared with opah's age okasaan has twenty one years more but if compared with atuk's age okasaan has eleven years left ...

  Dear children of heaven , today is of course okasaan's birthday...at around 3am the twin dukturahs sent sms wishing okasaan sanah helwah/happy birthday ..followed by m a at around 903am ,followed by mak lang ,pak usu pak itam..mak andak sent by fb ...okasaan is celebrating this day by, first going to klinik habibah ....hahahahaha...okasaan is not well laaa...for breakfirst okasaan bought three pieces of roti canai , nasi lemak and pulut kuning from pok mat cafe ....the roti canai from the mamak restorent beside klinik habibah ...okasaan went home and around eleven thirty okasaan went to tabung haji kertih to deposit the bank muamalat cheque for twin dukturahs ...from tabung haji okasaan went to paka publication to post a letter to uncle mokhyi...Allah has sent the invitation and okasaan has accepted the invitation ....what a big big big blast this day is ...

This morning before pater going to work okasasaan told him that okasaan is going to klinik habibah  to get some blood test ..pater told okasaan if okasaan dies , pater will marry again .....hahahahahahaha...who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!! okasaan does not care whether he wants to marry one two three or four ladies ...all at once or one by one ....like okasaan's friend said when okasaan was in secondary school ..who cares ,it is your own funeral......meaning ..what you do ,you suffer afterwards...let him marry if he wants ..after okasaa has pass away no one will take care of pater ..so let him marry and let him suffer ...hahahahahahahahahahahahahah..
Pater thinks having a new and younger wife at his age is a big big blast ...hahahahaha........let him suffer....

Tomorrow afternoon okasaan's school is having PTA/PIBG meeting ..okasaan does not like the vip they invited ...but one thing is sure okasaan will not give the hamper that they want every commitee members to bring...

some photos for you to remember us by

  Okasaan has to stop ...asr prayer ...alhamdulillah for this day ..alhamdulillah for giving okasaan  the children...dear children as usual please recite your quran ...solat as soon as the azan ends and dress properly...Allah is watching us ..see you soon ..adios...

   

Is Allah inviting okasaan

   Salaam children of heaven ,

  Yesterday aunty masliza called okasaan telling  okasaan that she and uncle nahar have been invited by Allah to visit His Home ..as His guests of course ..both of them will perform hajj this season with three or four billions muslim from all over the world...like dukturah eroo likes to say ..what a blast ..yes ..what a big ..big ..blast it is...ahhhh...an invitation that okasaan has been waiting for eleven years ...this year okasaan feels that okasaan has been issued an invitation but the invitation card is still on the way...hopefully the invitation card will arrive safely into okasaan's hand in a month's time ..what a big big blast ...

  Dear children , if you have the money , time ,good health , go and perform your hajj ..if okasaan is still alive when all of you have finished your studies , okasaan ,insyaallah will help you ..the two dukturahs ,okasaan advises that both of you perform your hajj in four or five years time..that is when you are in your fifth year at al azhar medic school ..aaahhh ..to be young and healthty...those two factors will help you when doing the tawaf ...the two hafizs  can perform their hajj whenever they want  because they do not need mahram ..m a can follow those two hafizs when the time comes ..

  Just pray to Allah to invite all of you when you are still young and have good health ..

This is where you will perform the saaie..that is walking seven times from mount safa to mount marwah ..starting from safa and ending at marwah ...during peaks times that are during hajj seasons this place is full with hajis and hajjahs...usually a woman goes to makkah with her mahram ..her husband ,or her son ,or her father ,or her brother , or her grandfather ...or if the lady does not have anyone above .. she can perform her hajj with two or three women which are trustworthy / tiqah ..

Zuhur time ..so okasaan must pray now ..okasaan does not want to be late ..there is no important calling as the calling of Allah ..as usual children please read your quran , solat as soon as the azan ends and dress as good muslimah ..adios ..see you soon..

 

When good habit is not good enough

   Salam children of heaven ,

Okaasaan is very sure all of you know that okasaan is not a good cook ..in fact okasaan prefers to buy night market's food ...pasar malam laaa...and pater always uses that excuse to blame okaasaan whenever problems arise ..but nowdays okasaan does not care anymore ..once the angel Gibrael said to Rasulullah s.a.w  loves anyone you want ,but remember one day you will leave your loved one behind ..so that is a very solid and good reason not to care what pater tells okasaan ...

There is one teacher in okasaan's school who likes to cook ..in fact this teacher once told okasaan that cooking is like theraphy to her ..everyday she and all her children wake up at 4am ..mind you ..not to do qiamullai but to cook and for her children it is time to do homeworks ..she will find any excuses to bring cooked food to school..to jamu the teachers of course ...you name it she can cooks it ..cheese cake , chocolate cake ..egg tart. blueberry tart, pineapple tart ..and of course pizza with your farvourite toppings ..

But children ,yesterday this particular chef did not know or could not differentiate between her duties and her gila masak..yesterday she baked a cake for another teacher because yesterday was this other teacher's birthday..a class of this other teacher celebrated her birthday also by asking this chef teacher to cook okasaan did not know what ..and you know children , this chef teacher hold the celebration in the class ..as a result ,
one senior teacher told okasaan about this incident ...

  Today , this chef teacher came to school with long face , the other teacher did not come to school and another teacher boycotted her class ....aaahh...what a day today is..but , hahahahahaha,... dear children, okasaan rather likes this caotic situation because ...this is school ..sometimes very calm like zombies's school ,but sometimes very much like wet market ...

  Dear children , pater is still not home ...so okasaan has to sleep alone ..eat alone ..watching televison alone ..but you know ..okasaan rather likes this way of life..

  As usual read your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends ..and watch out how you dress...adios..see you soon ...

Roti kesot anyone

    Salaam children of heaven ,

  Okasaan is alone again ..yesterday pater went to kl with his friends ..he will be away for one week ..yes..yes..Hahahahaha...  okasaan can eat breakfast at the school canteen plus lunch and of course dinner too ... everyday for one whole week ...like dukturah eroo likes to say ..what a blast ...just now pater called right after m a ... Pater is alone in that room just like other participants ..pater is having kursus/course ..do you remember uncle roazhar ..okasaan does not think so laa because m a was three years old when pater was transfered to paka from maran ,pahang ..and the twin dukturahs were one and the half years ..still a baby ..uncle roazhar has eight children ..but none of them were his ..what a pity ..one son is an adopted son and the rest are step children .

  Okasaan 's dinner was of course a plate of rice and curry muduk fish..okasaan bought the head but okasaan ate only half a plate and the rest ...given to stray cats at the back of our kitchen ..no appetite ..nowdays okasaan prefers to have a bowl of oat during dinner ..aaahh... what a difference when okasaan was young .
not enough food to eat ..during those days sometimes we had roti kesot for our lunch ..now roti kesot is a luxury ...hahahaha..eaten only during family gatherings..

   Dear children ,concentrate on your study ..okasaan knows the three of you will be having your exams sometime in may ..okaasan and pater do not have money to leave to you ..we are old already over fifty years old..at our age we should have grown up children ...but alas...we met when we were in our thirties eventhough
okasaan always went to chukai with okaasan's home-mate ..that was when okaasan was teaching in sg.lembing .pahang ...

karak highway

this flower is dying ,you know..too much water..

  Okaasaan must sleep now ..it is nearly ten oclock ..no one to talk to ..the house is so quiet now ..as usual children please read your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends and watch how you dress..be a good muslimah ...adios ..see you soon ..