Sunday, October 31, 2010

Happy birthday my son

 Today is my son's birthday..he is my youngest children ..he has a brother who is my elder son and three sisters.. I gave birth to him when i was thirtyseven years old , in a private clinic in masai johor. At that time his pater worked in pasir gudang .Ooohhhh..what a joy to see his face for the first time...the doctor told me ...you have a son..see his face and see his conet....it was to confirm that i gave birth to a boy ..same like his brother before..The nurse at hospital sabak bernam also asked me to look at my baby and to look at his conet..
 He is younger by fourteen months than his older brother..same like my daughters..they are separated by fourteen months in age..He took his first step when he was nine months and he can talked fluently when he was two years old... hahahaha,,,his brother could only blabber when he was at that age..no wonder now abang only talks when necessary and he rarely rises his voice when he talks ...
  You know most of his aunties and cousins call him by the name enchem....hahahaha..he is quite hansome kot..but what is most glaring about him and m a are ,both of them have lesung pipit.!!!!! and both have mata sepet when laughing..
  Dear children of heaven, every night i pray to Allah ..jadikan all of you anak yang soleh yang memberi kebaikan di dunia and hereafter, make all of you hafiz and hafizah and when the time comes for all of you to get married ,please jodohkan mereka with hambaMu yang Engkau Redha hambaMu yang syahid yang berjuang untuk Islam...
  Salam children ...solat on time watch your aurat and read quran everyday..adios..

Friday, October 29, 2010

   Yaa Rabb..there are times when i think i am strong enough to tackle whatever comes in my path..but last night i didnt feel too well..i feel so sad so lonely ..i feel like killing some one..but it will not accomplish anything..when i woke up in the middle of the night i did some soul searching..this morning i am at peace with myself..hopefully the feeling will last until i die..there is no use crying over spilling milk..what is done is done ..from now on i will not care what he does to me.. Allah is my protector..unto Him i seek forgiveness..

  The day of judgment will come ..no one can escape ..until the time comes i will not doa anything bad will happen to him..what if he is right and i am wrong..but if i am right and he is wrong i pray to Allah let him sedar diri..
I  am happy to hear at least one of my children is satisfied with her life..and i hope all my nieces are too. life is too short to be mopping around with sad face..as long as we are healthy ,have roof above our head, have enough food to eat and surrounded by family ,tht is more than enough . There are people who are lessfortunate than us..like those in mentawai .

  I pray to Allah all my children all my nieces all my nephews all my sisters all my brothers all my in-laws are in  rahmatNya .

Till We Meet Again

Salam alykum,as always I just can write thing to it simplest.Today,some of my friends come to my house.It is a blast.Everybody's enjoying this part.For me,I am very happy.Today,my friends from Cairo Uni come and eat dinner and even stay here tonite.

The last time I met them was 6 months ago.Sometimes,I think I've been blessed by Allah to have this chance to be  here.With 7As in SPM,I am now in the same place with  friends who got 11A's in SPM.Now,everythings absolutely depends on me.O Allah,ease my way,light my burden.

I am stuck with Histology now.Okay,got to go now.I must finish my Histo before it's too late.Ohhh,I hate it.Ooopps,I love Histo.Comeon girl,it only needs more push more and more.Okay,blog,okay FB,okay Skype meet you in 7 days time~!

Before going for holiday to death this winterbreak,let's go study to the end.Fighting On~!

Life is like a spinning wheel

   Salam children, if you think you are young, just remember that one day you will be an old person..in fact right now you are getting older and older by the minute..if you think you can do anything ,just remember Allah Maha Melihat Maha Mendengar..yes i know you can do whatever you think can make me leave the house..right now is your time and remember the spinning wheel will always spin..my time will come one day..no man is immortal.
   The day will come when you are weak and helpless..just remember every human being has feeling anugerah dari Allah..dont treat people like dirt under your shoes..remember...every living thing will perish when the time comes..no one can escape this sunnah....setiap yang bernyawa akan mati..
   All mankind from prophet Adam to the last man on earth akan dikumpulkan di padang mahsyar on the day of judgement..no one can escape ..so just remember this..i know this is your house ..you can come and go just as you wish ..you dont have to inform me every step that you make ..but remember on the day of judgement semua perkara akan diadili dengan saksama...
  Like i told you before there are days that i can stand that i can take whatever you do to me...but there days when only Allah knows what is in my heart ..and tonight is one of those moments when i feel i have enough of your tindakan..but...my days will come when you will feel like i feel right now..So children of heaven..watch your steps..
Be a good human being ...read your quran ..solat on time ..watch your aurat..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Galas and Batu Sapi

   Dear children..have you heard these two places before this..i am sure that none of you know where these two places are..the other day i mentioned her pater was in galas and my m a asked me back what is galas !!!! I wonder if i said pater was in batu sapi ..could my m a said .. is batu sapi lembu yg keras seperti batu ?? just wondering you know..how ignorant children of new mellineum are..are my al hafizs also as my m a..if they are ignorant too..they might be forgiven you know ..living in the jungle in the place of nowhere..but if the two dukturahs are macam m a jugak...ayoyo..
   Sometimes you know , i am as strong as the rock ..i can jump..i can ran..but i can also cry..cry..cry..i wonder whether these emotions are the symptoms of orang buang tabiat..people who are dying usually acting outside their normal tabiat laaa..
   Lets go back to galas and batu sapi man..you know i felt a bit sad because when i got back from school .you know who..was not at home..so i got a bit adventures..i picked up the tm phone ,dialed you know who's number and yohooo!!!!hello ! where are you..i am at bukit bauk belum sapa dungun pong..nak g ane...nok g galah,,galah kat gua muse...petang esok balik ahh..ok .i put the phone down.....and true as you know who said..he came back sometime after 12.00midnight...and children ,can you guess what he brought back from galas..lempuk..dodol durian ..buah pauh buah kana halwa ...all foods which if taken consistently can hantar your umi ke liang lahad ten times faster than masa yang telah ditetaqpkan...only i do not know when and where the time and place is..thats the problem..
   The buah kana are as fat as hayyi's ibu jari kakiii..so fat and sooooooo manisssssssss..hahaha is it me who is sending myself faster to grave than the time intented is...and the buah mempelam are as manis as the buah kana only the mempelam are ugly  and quite hitam ..the lempuk and dodols are in my room too you know..on the bed to be exact/tepat..dont worry laaa children...i only eat a little bit only at a time not sekali das as usual.
Ok children of heaven..perform your solat on time , watch your aurat, and read your quran every day..See you around...

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Esok

Salam alaykum,
lol,today I think I feel like I should feel some sedih bcoz Dr.Magdal/(Majidah in Malay) wont be able in my class anymore.She has finished her lecture in Nervous System.Somehow,it's great to finish her book.But I think she's not bad at all.Instead Physiology becomes easier because of her.

It was a relief to know that she will always welcome us to her room.Wooooo,u best la dukturah.I memang pernah mengantuk dalam kelas u,tapi ur class not so boring macam kelas Nerve and Muscle.Dr.Sihem also has dissappeared for couple weeks.

Tomorrow I will skip my class to go to the Embassy to settle down my bussiness there.Hopefully everything will flow smoothly.I hope it's berbaloi to skip class tomorrow.If this does not work too,siap la korang Zamri ngan Jamil.Taula camane aku nak balas.Hehehehe.

Today is my turn to prepare dinner.I am thinking of sambal telur is already enough.I don't want to spend my time on potong ayam.I dont think it's interesting.The dapur sink is bad.I hate it.And tonight I will have a tuition on Lower Limb.



I hope everything berbaloi.That's all.Verily,kalo buat sesuatu ikhlas dan ikut syariat,ada pahala yang Allah saja tau betapa besarnya ia.Ila' liqa'

Monday, October 25, 2010

Lamanya nak tunggu pesta buku-Februari 2011

I regret that I dont bring much books to this place.I forgot since when I've finish my last novel or book before.Everything's in Arabic.Tak best pun.

Boring-boring boleh baca buku.But thanks God,I brought 3 books here.If not,memang boleh meroyan kot.