Think this is not my last eid adha in Egypt

Salaam, Eid Mubarak guys !

     Well it's Eroo again here. How are you doing guys? Is it great to spend some time together in Segamat? I heard most of you are there now. Only Pak Ngah in Rawang and Pak Itam Pak Usu couldnt make it, right? I hope you guys enjoy each other company. I hope when I am in your age, 50-60 I am still be able to travel more than 4hrs journey just to spend the holiday with my loved ones.

     I woke up today a bit earlier than usual, got my breakfast and bath and we hit the road 15 min before 6. It's already takbir that time. I walked fast because I am afraid we will not have seat to perform solat sunat. Sampai2 depan gate kawasan musolla sayyidat dah berkunci pagarnya. Huaa. Imam pun ketuk2 mic, dah nak solat. I walked to a lorry parked in front of the gate and urged Ma to bentang her sejadah. We managed to get a seat and right on the imam started the prayer. I don't know about others' feeling. But the adrenaline rush when I walked fast together with the other Muslims I feel like performing Hajj. It was a good feeling. I felt like responding to Allah's calling. I saw beautiful big balloons were hanging in many corners, ready to be spreaded to children when solat is finished I think.

     After finished solat, me and Ma went inside when the gate is opened. I chose to sit on the grass with sejadah being hampar. But we were not long there because I smell something so smelly like kitty's poo. Ergghh. I went to another spot and tried to listen to the khutbah eid. They were in Arabic, I didnt understand all of them. Haha.

     Malas lak nak sambung coz takde mood. Long short story I walked home from the masjid. Stopped in front of Zahraa and bought some juices and biscuits and cakes for the any MO's. I didnt expect anything. There were Dr something I met her during my logbook days. And I met the beauty and messy dr Kareema. Haha. But dr 1 refused to take mine. She said something like bribe. Oh please! What should I bribe you and not the prof? And if I really want to bribe shouldnt I bring something more valuable and meet you alone not in front of other 2 medical personnel. Funny and irritating Egyptians! It was better if today Dr Zaynab is working. At least she knew I always bring foods to ward level 4. I was there always with patteseries, and not empty-handed. I even finished my logbook. And if I ever wanted to do any procedures I can ask from team Dr Ghadaa instead of you. They knew me well. Omg! What an irritating day for me. Luckily the other nurse took my buah tangan. The other house officer also refused to take it when Dr 1 spoke like that.

     I went home and here I am, finished the 3rd juices. And waiting to finish downloading my Running Man. I should start my assignment, right? I will start them today. InshaaAllah

I hope I know this soon

Salaam dear readers, whoever you are.

     I wish to set this blog private but I can't find the way. I remember invite umi and akak to write here few years ago. They did write. So siapa sebenarnya yang ada authority untuk blog ni? Umi? Eru rasa umi dah lupa password umi guna untuk blog ni. I don't think umi still have the minat to write things. Umi is near to 60 next year. It is different when she first wrote she was not even 55.

     So hari ni eru nak cerita apa yang berlaku. It is new things always when it comes to Zahraa. Sekarang dah bulan 9. Hanya sebulan saja lagi tinggal untuk sesi lecture. Kemudian on November we will start preparing for final professional exam which inshaaAllah will start at the end of Nov with MCQs. So hari ni takde lecture. Prof Mona dah 2 minggu on study leave. She went to Germany to finish her studies. I think on it, what a courage. Or she must be rich. Or she is funded. Sebab seminggu kemudian, Prof Abo Fotouh kata masa ganti lecture Prof Mona, beliau pergi Jerman sebab teman atau jumpa suami beliau kat sana. And she went there together with her daughter which accompanied her on her last lecture with her. I said beruntungnya parents from this kind of background. Muda2 dah ada pengalaman berjalan overseas. But then I think of myself. My parents still funding me though I know we are not that rich to spend money on 2 children. Thanks umi abi sebab beri peluang. I really love and enjoy my time being in Egypt. Macamana la eru nak balas jasa umi abi ea, huk huk

     Hari ni tak ada lecture. Eru bangun mandi brekpes baca Quran kemudian download Running Man. Kah3. Kemudian off ke hospital. Eru pergi klinik pesakit luar sebab rasa malas nak attend lecture sejam. Sebenarnya nak spend masa 2 jam lecture Prof Mona kat OPC (outpatient clinic) sebab lepas dah bersiap semua 6 something Ma kata tak ada lecturer akan ganti Prof Mona. So I decided before its getting more sunny I better hit the road. So I spend the time in OPC. Hari ni masuk2 je ada sorang doktor je. Klinik tak bukak lagi. Nurse baru sampai. Dr ni pun baru sampai. So I grabbed my cases book and read. It was about endometrial carcinoma. Patient was around 50, not married, obese and not controlled DM. Ada bleeding so buat U/S semua detect ada endometrial carcinoma. Dr masih berborak dengan nurse bahagian sakit perempuan. I looked at my watch. Dah 9 something. I start to think, cemana nak maju kalo camni. Patient dah berderet agaknya kat luar. Patut pukul 9 semua doktor dah ada dan patient dah boleh start masuk untuk dapatkan rawatan. Huhu

     Dr habis berborak I asked her permission if I can involve today in taking ptients blood pressure. She looked surprise. Mungkin sebab 1st time ada student nak involve ataupun dr rasa mende tu kacang sangat. Then came dr Asmaa. Both looked astonished as my request was so weird. She said, nak buat BP je ke? It is so simple. Of course you can. So gembira la. Sebab kebenaran dah dapat. It means she welcomes me and thats enough. Memang dapat banyak kali jugak assist ambil BP. Ada yang ch HTN, ada yang PET, ada yang BP rendah dan ada yang normal je. It was a good day of course and bad day for some doctors. Dorang ada bertelingkah, and you know la wanita mesir. pergh boleh tahan sorang2. Garang nak mampus. But I dont think they are angry until they calling names. Semoga Allah permudahkanlah urusan korang ye dr2 sekalian. I know it is a heavy task. Aku yang berdiri observe U/S, amik hx 2 student Malaysia from Islamic studies, ambil BP pt dalam sedozen, acah2 interpret CTG pun masuk round pukul 12 dah collapsed. Dengar tak dengar je small lecture dr  Haala tadi on PIH. walaupun hari ni sebenarnya turn aku untuk OT dan ada sorang pt untuk NVD tapi aku decided nak balik. Sampai rumah isi perut sikit, tengok RM dah habis download ke belum terus tidur selama 2 jam sebelum dikejutkan ngan suara Wani. Wani ngan Leha baru balik OT dan tak ada pun kes sama ada CS ataupun NVD ataupun DC. So terima kasih Allah bagi aku balik terus hari ni. Sangat penat, huhu

     Okay la. Nak makan nasi telur ngan kicap. Lepas tu ROS, dan beberapa benda nak tengok. Kemudian nak study. End round punya assignment dah dapat tajuk. I am in team of Prof Asmaa Mahmoud. Lecture dia best gila. Pumpang2 keluar isi daripada mulut dr ni. And her voice is clear and her lecture is very good la. I hope to have a fruitful discussion with here. Okay, pen off. Babai stalkers

Post whats in my mind

Salaam, umi and others.

I asked umi few days ago to write again in this blog. Because I think writing is a kind of evergreen stuff. When I re-read umi's post I feel like to live again in the past. Is it that I become so pessimist that I don't dare to plan more about my future. For your information, (FYI) I chose surgery due to many reasons.

First, this is my final year in college as undergraduate student. I feel so good when I can bring home some good news. Back in 2010, there were some unsettled things happened at home. I decided to get excellent result in my sophomore year. At least this can ease our financial burden on my tution fees. They told us if we get excellent result in final year examination I can apply for scholarship or any loan. For our family this was an urgent need as both abi and umi not only funded me and Ma studies overseas but also akak's college and both abang and ayi. Everybody needed to be funded. It must be so overwhelming for both abi and umi. But then after achieved such an excellent result, still I was denied from any scholarship and loan things. And alas when I finished 3rd year, JPA contacted me thru email that my application was accepted. I remember obtained JJ in my 2nd year when I was in Mecca doing omraa during my summer break. We called friends who stayed in Cairo and I was mistakenly notified that I achieved Mumtaz too while the real result was JJ. Umi still satisfied. And we prayed to get accepted by JPA. I suddenly realized that this world and its contents were never enough for man. And they can never fulfill man's need. So cut story short after JJ then J then JJ again then J in my 5th year I felt so bad because I couldnt bring home any Mumtaz anymore. I know the air in our home is still sore and sour until this time for almost 6 years, thus I want to finally bring Mumtaz again. To close my episode of trial with some smile just for both abi and umi. For them, for them...

And secondly I think all professors in Surgery are just awesome. Maybe it just because this is my 1st time being taught fully by male professors which makes the atmosphere a bit different. They tend to make short class. And yes, who didnt like this? > < 

GO eat some times with you loved ones

Today me and other housemates will make a small party in Yaya's house. Yaya has 2 children. She married when we were in 2nd year. This raya haji she will send off her children to Malaysia. So to spend some good time and wave goodbye almost for years to Nanim and Tsaqif we agree to make this small party. Actually it is only a brunch. But it feels so good just to gather with your close friends.

Yaya is cousin to Aisyah Nordin. My classmate in MTS, she finished her dental degree since a year now. When I first met Yaya in my faculty, she dressed so raggedly. I remember she wore a leather jacket, and mini skirt and jeans. For a kampung girl like me that went to tahfiz school this kind of scenery was a tremendously new. I called Yaya back that time as Sue. Her nama was Suraya. But gradually she is called as Yaya so I changed it to sync with my collegues. I think only family members call her Sue.

InshaaAllah today we will be joined as well by kak dayah and jaafar sadik st clan, kak yani and his toddler, kak farah and her toddler and gummy and some friends live near to Mahkamah. There is a mahkamah in 7th district where most of the building belonged to the property of Kerajaan Malaysia. So you can always see many Malaysians walking around that mahkamah. The price of rent house there also spiking from year to year. Dulu boleh cari rumah sekitar LE1500 for 2 rooms, but now even if you pay for LE1800 you might end up with single bedroom apartment. But 7th district is developing now. They have more and more shop and all. Only those who are professional I heard live there. Doctors, engineers, bla3 are all around you.

It is so good to read umi's posts. I can now realize that how time flies so fast. Next year, inshaaAllah less than a year to go, in fact in 8 months to go I will return to Malaysia with my  medical degree. So funny to go through over pictures and stories I have been sharing with others that make me almost 7 years older when I first left Malaysia.

Studying in here since September 2010 and will return inshaaAllah on April or May 2017. I grow up and gain more maturity when I depart and leave my nest. I hope when I am among my family member later I will be someone who gives more benefit from what I was in 2010.

Okay got to pen off now. I need to put the noodles I boil into the tupperware. We will bring mee kari and sambal telur from Abbasia. Gummy said she is going to prepare nasi goreng cina with kak farah. As for kak dayah she has been busy cooking mee bandung muar. And there will be kek red velvet and all too. Kak yani said she will bring pulut. OMG I CANT WAIT!

Carrying heavy load

Salaam, hi all.

So it has been 4 years since the last post. How time flies, right? And many things happen all the way until now. Me and Ma already in the final year, just couple months more to finish our medical school. While akak is now working near to Paka town. Ayi just start college and abang inshaAllah to apply a driving license for driving heavy loads.

Today class starts at 10. I planned initially to go to outpatient clinic. Maybe I can observe more cases but I am super lazy. I've been stress about going to hospital nowadays. It becomes more tiring to walk everyday. The distance is 1km like that from my apartment. But these few months I gain about 5kg and just to walk is a pain for me.

I am taking losing weight seriously now. My current weight now is 126kg. Huhu

Hello Bloggers!

bismillah :)


it has been almost a year since we post anything to this blog.So now,I am officially write something or actually copy pasta what I read just now.It was a very good article that we as Muslim often neglect it.Just because we think it is not compulsary to us,but actually maybe it may remain as sunnah,but it is the penanda aras how serious we are in this matter.So check them out :)

Morning from Egypt!


                                               7 sunnah Nabi s.a.w
"CERDASNYA orang yang beriman adalah, dia yang mampu mengolah hidupnya yang sesaat, yang sekejap untuk hidup yang panjang. Hidup bukan untuk hidup, tetapi hidup untuk Yang Maha Hidup. Hidup bukan untuk mati, tapi mati itulah untuk hidup.

Kita jangan takut mati, jangan mencari mati, jangan lupakan mati, tapi rindukan mati. Kerana, mati adalah pintu berjumpa dengan Allah s.w.t.. Mati bukanlah cerita dalam akhir hidup, tapi mati adalah awal cerita sebenarnya, maka sambutlah kematian dengan penuh ketakwaan.

Hendaknya kita selalu menjaga tujuh sunnah Nabi s.a.w setiap hari. Ketujuh sunnah Nabi s.a.w. itu adalah:


Pertama : Tahajjud, kerana kemuliaan seorang mukmin terletak pada tahajjudnya.

Kedua : Membaca al-Qur'an sebelum terbit matahari. Alangkah baiknya sebelum mata melihat dunia, sebaiknya mata membaca al-Qur'an terlebih dahulu dengan penuh pemahaman.

Ketiga : Jangan tinggalkan masjid terutama di waktu subuh. Sebelum melangkah ke mana pun langkahkan kaki ke masjid, kerana masjid merupakan pusat keberkahan, bukan kerana panggilan muazzin tetapi panggilan Allah yang mencari orang beriman untuk memakmurkan masjid Allah.

Keempat : Jaga solat dhuha, kerana kunci rezeki terletak pada solat dhuha.

Kelima : Jaga sedekah setiap hari. Allah menyukai orang yang suka bersedekah, dan malaikat Allah selalu mendoakan kepada orang yang bersedekah setiap hari.

Keenam : Jaga wuduk terus-menerus kerana Allah menyayangi hamba-Nya yang berwuduk. Kata Khalifah Ali bin Abu Thalib, "Orang yang selalu berwuduk senantiasa ia akan merasa selalu solat walau ia sedang tidak solat, dan dijaga oleh malaikat dengan dua do'a, diampuni dosa dan sayangi dia ya Allah."

Ketujuh : Amalkan istighfar setiap saat. Dengan istighfar masalah yang terjadi kerana dosa kita akan dijauhkan oleh Allah.

Zikir adalah bukti kita kepada Allah. Bila kita bersyukur, maka kita kurang berzikir pula. Oleh kerana itu setiap waktu harus selalu ada penghayatan dalam melaksanakan ibadah ritual dan ibadah ajaran Islam lainnya. Zikir juga merupakan makanan rohani yang paling diperlukan, dan dengan zikir berbagai kejahatan dapat ditinggalkan sehingga jauhlah umat manusia daripada sifat-sifat yang berpangkal pada materialisme dan hedonisme.

catatan final exam 3,kot

Salam alaykum,salam sejahtera kepada semua penduduk bumi di mana saja anda berada.Di msia,di meser,di kilang lynas.thee thee thee.

Okay,this round i would like to write something something.Like yesterday,kak milah and some of her friends came to our house on bakan perak matter.I heard that Bdan kebajikan perak gave each perakian 5oo msia.wow...so cool,if i get one i just want to spend them on delievered foods everyday.From day to day,doing something not linking to xm's day seems to be so tiring.And i dont believe that i can walk about an hour per day then rushing to make dinner everyday.Nowadays,to eat is so menyusahkan.I like to cicoh roti with susu only or maybe nasi goreng is special.Buah2 also is invited into my meal except that sometimes i skipped them bcoz buah is so far to go to buy and i dont like walking in this hot weather.phew......

okay,my friends have been talking about going back to msia.after all,me myself got extravaganza ideas.maybe i will finish my summer with travelling to tanta,mansoura,alex and zagazig.anything except stay in home.i dont want to turn up like my winterbreak.yeah,there's sauroh but i cant believe that i've to be curfewed.in a packed house,playing computer game or just sleep.x beh lasom i tell u.and yeah,tv too.tv is good .hahaha,but not now anymore,the house i used to live during sauroh has been out of astro-like services.poor them.hahaahha

okay,got to go.pray that i can finish my cardiovascular today.babababababai