Have i told you before that tahfiz itqan is only 8km from our home..the first time okasaan went to that tahfiz was in 2009..but it was in 2008 that okasaan first heard about it...it was through okasaan's friend whom okasaan met at masjid tengku mizan mosque at kertih...okasaan first thought of sending all of you to tahfiz was when abang was only two years old,ayi was one year old...at that time que was seven years old and the twin dukturahs were five years old...when okasaan sent que to sriak ,pater's sisters said membazir wang sahaja...wasting the money..but you know it was my money right from que till hayi...meaning from day one of the first child until the last day of the last child...i am not complaining...after all it was my dream of having five hafizs and hafizahs...but alas...one of you stopped halfway..but you know okasaan still hope that dropout hafizah will one day completed her hafalan...
When okasaan first met pater , okasaan never thought that okasaan would give birth to all of you in four different states ...of course the twin dukturahs were at the same place...hahahahaha...at the kitchen...of all places to be tanah tumpahnya darahku...meaning literally the place my first blood drops...hahahahaha...and now you are in three different states/continents..studying what you want to be....okasaan really hope all of you get what you wish for..okasaan was listening to klasik nasional you know...the singer said ...do not die first....jangan mati dulu...hahahahaha..okasaan does not know who will go first ..but pray to Allah we will meet in firdaus...
Okasaan cannot sleep tonight even though the clock shows 1030.pm..usually ..at this time last year..okasaan was already asleep...okasaan feels so sleepy but okasaan's eyes are wide open...so sunyi ..no sound at all..only the sound from okasaan's portable radio cum torchlight...
Adios children...
during family day at pengkalan balak three months before the twins went to egypt
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