Kenduri Daging Korban

   Salaaam children of heaven,
As usual the staff of tnb generation in one of the power plants in east cost do the qurban  during eidul adha ..this year they sembelih ten cows . the first cow to be sembelih is an aqiqah done by five staff ..i dont know who these people are..the meat from this aqiqah was cooked ..what else laaa if not masak singgang and goreng..the rest of the menu was sambal belacan campur mangga and air sirappp..

 This year i do my qurban in kemboja ..and what a sad thing this raya brought to me in terms of ..i dont know what to say or describe laa..it just remind me i have to korban so many things to give all my children a good start in life..their life not mine..i am an old woman already..and according to my ex-doctor who is in kl now..i am a young elderly lady ...hahahaha...do you know what it means...a lady who is over fifty years old but under sixty...that is what  it means...in ten years time i will be known as middle elderly and by the time i am seventy years old i will be known as warga platinum...hahahaha....as if we are some kind of metal ...

  You know children ,i never shed tears during eidul adha only during eidul fitri..itupun because we visit all the family's grave ,if not i am sure my tears will not come out..so many things have changed since my pater passed away ..some of us are not the apples of someone else's eyes anymore..what to do..we are getting older and some things do changed over the years ..just look at our hair ,the hairline ,the waist , and dont forget the eyes ..we lost the innocent looks years and years ago...if you can see deep into that person's eyes ,you will know that we are not in that person's heart anymore ..

  But children, whatever happens , life must go on ..nothing has changed between you and me ..you are my children now and you are still my children in the hereafter ..whatever happens here will not affect our relation..in six years time some of you will get your degree , your diploma , you might be in egypt ,you might be in malaysia ,or jordan ,or kuwait ,or anywhere you like ..you m a , you might be in egypt also like the future dukturahs ,you my hafizs , you might be in madinah makkah , syria or right here in malaysia ..as long as you want to further your studies you can go to any country you prefer ..

  Bye children , time to perform zuhur prayer . i dont want to die without performing my solat zuhur first ..see you in my dreams ..but you know ..i rarely dreams nowdays  ..as usual read your quran ,solat on time and watch your aurat ..adios children ...