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  Salaaam children of heaven ,
 
  Since morning the cuaca outside agak mendung..sekali sekala it rained...the wind was just like yesterday..kuat and berdengung..so once again i am all alone..pater went to labis with his friends...once again i don't have to cook...pater bought meehoon for my breakfast and lunch..for dinner i am thinking of taking some bread with milk only...our fridge is full with frozen foods but i don't feel like cooking..there are chicken,fish prawns, eggs...and karipap..and sweet corns and can't remember what else laaa...

 The rain is getting lebat and the wind too semakin kuat...hahahahaha...please jangan blackout...i hope the rain will continue until tomorrow...i want to sleep under the blancket tonight..so sejuk and so nyaman...sometimes i feel like quitting my job you know..now days i always feel tired whenever i do some work..no matter what what it is...sometime it is only carrying the laundry bakul..or worst..sweeping the floor...maybe i am going to die laaa...I remember opah when she was my age..i don't remember seeing her lazying around the house like me,you know..if she was not doing the laundry she was sweeping the floor ...or cooking ..or washing the floor...mind you..not mopping but washing ...forever she was doing something...atuk used to say that opah's hobby was washing the floor...

  Aaaaahhhh...sometimes i reallly misss my mater you know..even at my age...sometimes i wish i was in my primary school and living at kampung not here ,you know...sometimes i hate living in this place ...but what to do laaa children.. i have to wait for all of you to come back first...only then can i decide where to live...at kampung if i don't have anything to do i can still sit outside and watch the traffics ...hahahaha...just to buang masa or to wait for maghrib prayer...at home i can either tidur or see the small screen of my pc...life is so boring with nothing to do...please pray to Allah to invite me to go to makkah this coming jun or better still this year's hajj season...

  Please take care of yourself..the situation there is not certain ...do not venture outside your neighbourhood.. if you can stay inside your house , please do just that...ok ...have to go now...isya prayer ...
As usual read your quran ...solat as soon as the azan ends...dress as a good muslimah does...see you soon..adios...