Mesyuarat..oh lah mesyuarat...

  Yesterday i have a meeting ..PTA meeting ..mak datuk....membosankan..of course laaa sgt boring because most of the com.members are jkkk..nak buat aktiviti but pitih asyik minta yb jeee ..langsung takde inisiatif langsung nak cari duit sendiri..the meeting was conducted as if it was jkkk kg meeting between yb and his jkk staff.
   I reached home feeling like i want to die..i have to drag my feet .. i performed solat asr sambil duduk ..i was so tired and i cnt stand up..as if my feel were a pair of jellyfish..as usual he was not at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And he is still not home when i go to school this morning.........sometimes i feel like giving up..i feel like packing my bags and send for the lorry to carry my belonging back to kampung..nobody is asking me to stay put..mind you... only my elder son is asking me to stay until he is strong enough to handle the situation...
   Until the time comes i will stay while killing myself to death..slowly   and slowly day by day..until until..i cannot stand anymore......hope the day will not come for me to leave everything behind...
Dear children of heaven, grow up quickly..i am tired physically and mentally..there are days that i can stand the pedih hati ,,but there are days when i want to throw everything away..
   Hahahahaha..............i do not know that i can write a story ...you knodw...so dramatic...so melancolic....
Salam children...study smart so that one day i can call all of you  dukturah que,dukturah debe..dukturah maa , ustaz abdul gayyum al hafiz and ustz abdul hayyi gemuuuukk  al hafiz....
  Till we meet again in next episode of ceritera-ceritera pendek...
Jaga diri,,jangan lupa baca quran,solat awal waktu ..jaga aurat.