Thursday, January 20, 2011

Still thinking of her

  Salaam children of heaven ,

  When i was your age ,i used to describe life as a dream ...hidup bagaikan bermimpi...one minute we are talking and laughing and playing around on the ground and the next minute  woooshh..we are six feet underground ...one minute we are happy with our family around us but suddenly we find we are surrounded by sad faces ...one of us   has menyahut panggilan Ilahi...one of us has die/is dead is no longer a living human being/is being called by The Almighty to see Him/being called home to be with Him....we can call this thing by any name we like but the reality is we are no longer a human being...we are called corspe or mayat..nor longer a man a husband a son a grandfather ..but a corspe..the most stink the most busuk benda yang mati...

  Yesterday my school was having hari merentas desa ..actualy hari merentas jalanraya....hhahahaha..where can we find desa nowdays...quite meriah you know..but the principal came late as usual..so i was selected to lepaskan pelajar perempuan..the girls you know wore t-shirt and track bottoms..as usual...but this year the shirt is a bit labuh and a bit longgar...no more hugging tight fitting t-shirts...i love to think it is because of me..hahaha...because i wear tudung labuh and jubah so the teachers feel segan a bit shy to let the students wear small tight fitting t-shirts..hahahahaha...perasan je....

  During isya' i still remember the small girl you know..i can see her small mouth chewing the porridge...she has cleft mouth..aaaahhh...so sayu just thinking of her  ..chewing the porridge with her cleft mouth...Allah the Almighty Knows Best...mata yang buta mulut yang bisu...you remember the story of jangki dosh with the apple..his father in-law said his daughter ,jangki's wife was blind and deaf and mute ...but the truth was she was very beautiful and not deaf or blind or mute...i love to think that this small girl is also like that..Allah is preparing a place for her in jannah or ma'wa or firdaus...

  As for us this is the time for us to prepare a place in the hereafter..choose the best..life in hereafter has no endings..make the most of our life here in this world so that we will not suffer in the next world..Allah Bless all of you and your friends there in nasr city...read quran without rasa jemu solat as soon as the azan ends and lastly dress as good muslimah...adios..see you this july or sooner than that...

pray to Allah to invite okasaan and makandak to be here this coming hajj


 

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