The old okasaan the new me

  Salaaam children of heaven ,

  Pelitawanis is having their annual dinner tonight , you know , but i am not going ..as you know already i always go to bed..in my case ..go to tilam..not later than 10 oclock..i don't have big appetite nowdays..i seldom eat rice for dinner ..before going to sleep i always take a glass of anlene plus habbatus sauda...sometimes we have karipaps before maghrib..yes..we...pater and okasaan...when i was your age i can eat two plates of rice ...hahaha..those good old days with my mater's cookings are gone ...have i told you that makcik jamilah has a new member in her family...her daughter gave birth to a boy last december..and this coming march or april makcik jamilah and her family is going back to tanah merah..pakcik manaf will retire in three or four months time.

  For the past few months i always feel like dying you know..sometimes i feel so bored with nothing to do...but now i want to make what you call new life...hahahaha...yes new life..i want to plant banana trees as many as i can ..at the back of our kitchen ...and i also want to tanam kacang botol and chillies...pots and pots of chilli trees..why waste my time waiting for something that we know is going to happen sooner or later..only Allah Knows when is the time..

  Have to go now..nothing to tell ..as usual read your quran solat as soon as the azan ends and please dress as good muslimah..adios...see you this coming july..