you sow what you plant or it is tanam padi takkan tumbuh lalang

Salaam children of heaven ,

As a muslim i really believe the power of duat/doa ..that is if we want something from ALLAH we only have to raise our hand and ask Him to grant us want we want..sometimes our doa will be granted sooner sometimes later ..it depends upon him..only Allah Knows what is best for us..and sometimes children our doa is not granted at all in the sense Allah does not give us what we ask ..but Allah Bestows  upon us His Rahmat..
And this is what happen to me..i was really emotionally disturbed last year because you all know what happened to our family..right children..but alhamdulillah ..thank you Allah..thank you Allah..it seems things are back to normal again..and i hope it stays that way until i die...insyaAllah....

 Back to what happened last year to me at my workplace..you know children..during the month of Ramadhan we were given a token from some vip..all of us..if i am not mistaken some 2000 over people was given this special token..the staff from my sekolah was given the task of tagging the guru-guru ,of numbering the guru-guru, the teachers..in short we were given the task of handling the ceremony...as usual the day before the big day ,we were preparing the hall where the event was going to take place...to make the long story short ..one male guru telah menjatuhkan air muka /memalukan my maruah..just imagine my face at that time..his voice can be heard from this end of corner until that end of that corner..

Because of what happened in that hall ,i could not sleep for a few days..i remember asking Allah to tenteramkan my hati..i was crying in my heart without pater knowing it..just imagine children ..i could not luah what was in my heart to the person nearest to me..instead i turned to Allah..prying , and crying ,and asking Him..ya Rabb..ya Rabb..

During the school holidays i came to school because we were asked by our boss ..my duty fell in the first week of holiday and his was on the fourth week..but you know children ..he only came for one day and it was not even in the fourth week...the reason given was his youngest was admitted  because his heart was abnormal..and yesterday he and his family went to kl because the child was admitted into ijn ..institut jantung negara..just imagine how shocked i am..

 I could not sleep maybe for a week and here it is..he could not sleep maybe for two or three monthssssss...
So dear children.please ..please ..do not sakitkan hati other people especially people who are fasting on that day..or during Ramadhan..i am sure you know there are three types of people whose doa Allah Grants/Makbulkan..and one of them is people who fast..

sometimes i wonder how the two of you ending up like this..i mean the physical aspect you know..

hahahahaha...this is the reason why....hahahaha

  Dear children of heaven , beware the wrath of musthadaffain..am i spelling it correctly..take care of yourself and read your quran everyday , please solat on time that is as soon as the azan ends watch your aurat...see you ..adios..