The feeling of one warga emas

   Salaam children of heaven ,

  Today okasaan feels a bit sad laa ..don't know why ...since last night okasaan's heart felt like that..okasaan kept remembering the two hafizs especially abang..he is very soft hearted very kind and very kind hearted and everything kind laaa..not like ayi ,his younger brother ..a bit brutal ..to abang everybody is kind ,no evil feeling can stay in abang's heart ..okasaan just wondering what is going to happen to abang in ten years time ,twenty years time ...when okasaan is not around anymore ...okasaan knows Allah is there ..but ..the feeling keeps coming you know..sometimes okasaan cannot sleep at night ..just thinking of them two ...the two hafizs ...so difficult to be a mother ..

  Dear children , when okasaan told abang that okasaan is going on pilgrimage at the end of this year ,the first thing he said  was ..pater is going to eat ikan kering ..meaning pater is going to suffer ..no one to look after his meals ...hahahahahaha....

  Yesterday okasaan read an article about jahannam ..the hell of jahannam ..or the hell jahannam...the article or rather the author said hell has seven doors ..every door is one above the other ..one door is lower than the other and so is the azab ..okasaan is very lazy to find the word in english ..do you know why seven doors ..he said because mankind is trown into hell because of his seven pancaindera..eyes,ears,nose,skin,emotion,tounge and sexual drives/sexual ..so dear children ..please watchout what we do with our pancaindera ..if we can close the seven doors ...the doors of the hell..

  Dear children of heaven, make this doa as your everyday doa..

Ya Rabb ,rahmatMu sentiasa kami harapkan,kerana itu janganlah Engkau serahkan urusanku kepada diriku sendiri meskipun sekelip mata ,perbaikilah urusanku , tiada tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Engkau....amiinnn..

okasaan hopes we can perform umrah together in the near future..

masjid nabawi at madinah

  Hope to see you soon but don't know when ....
  Read your quran everyday please , solat as soon as the azan ends and dress properly ...as a good muslimah ..adios ..

Eruilinda

Salam alaykum to my okaasan,penulis tegar blog kami.Silent readers,kata okaasan saya..pin diucapkan salam sejahtera.Hiak4,ada orang stalk blog kami ke? Takpe2,anda djemput mmbaca bsama-sama.Membaca jambatan ilmu,tidak ke syurga orang yang tak berilmu.Sahih ka ni? Mana dapat fatwa ni? Hamboihhh,semenjak sampai mesir ni naaa,macam2 keluar  dr mulut hang naa..oohhh,jahat mulut ni. Hiak3,buat pengetahuan sekmu la kalu nak tau,nak bg tau2 apa2 ni,bukan semua kena rujuk fatwa ada benda bole pikir sendiri.Nak harap kat mufti jah buat pandu hukum hidup ni namanya taklid buta.X semestinya bila mufti kata lagu tu hang terjun ramai2 sokong.Berapa ramai dah mufti bodoh la ni,nak ikut depa lagi ka? Tidok2 tidok sama sekali.Sabit tu la kita sendiri kena berlimu supaya x dtipu ilmuwan2 lain.Hiak3,apaka eruilinda? Apa hang duk tulis ni? Saja jah ehhh okaasan,erulinda bru lps mengaji vitamin.Ada dekat 12 vitamin nak dpulun,minggu depan ada test.Tu pasai otak jadi nanar sat tu...
hiak4

wehh,nak masuk syurga kena berilmu,tu 'fatwa' aku nak bagi.Hang nak terima ka? HIAK2

Tadok eh okaasan,jangan risau.Eruilinda saja jah tu.Tulisla apa hak terlintas ni.Nak skype mcm x boleh jah.Kalo sama2 masuk akaun sama.Mana nak tau bila 0n9 bila off9.Nak ber-ym,tenet sini mcm siput babi hutan.Lambat kemain.Hantu la dikatanya servis baru.Kemain slow ada..

Pasai abang tu,amboihhh riso gak kita ni.Nak buat lagu mana lagi.Duk bdoa je la.Nak face to face,eceh..macam tak logik jah.Lepas eruilinda mai sini,ada gak rasa pmr,smu ngan spm tu wasilah saja.hanya phubung saja.Abang pikik apa tu? Pikik nak kija ka? Hang ingat kija tu kerja sehari ka? Mami papa kita ada lagi nak bagi makan ni.Sementara mereka2 ada nak tolong kita,kita tolong diri kita sendiri.Cukupkan dulu ilmu kat dada ni.Kat luaq ni byk sgt setannya.Takut terjaga hampa.Aku hak duduk di mesir ni pun nampak setan gajah suma.Hang ingat mngaji tu kija setahun ka.Aku teringat kisah sorang ilmiwan kita dulu2.Dia ni sebelum tuntut ilmu lain,dia tuntut ilmu adab dulu.Ada beberapa tahun tu.Ape keh ilmu adabnya? Ni la orang blaja medik.Takda ada adab ngan tuhan,quran letak d hujung kaki,bc nya time mlm jumaat,bc yasin time ada org nak mampoih,adab ngan ilmu toksah kira.bangku dia buat dr mana? dr buku hak duk dia cedok ilmu tu la.adoiiii,aku bukan kata cium peluk dodoi mandi buku2 kita tu,jgn duk perendah,jgn duk sama tinggi ngan punggung,wehh malu2.dgn guru jgn dsumpah seranah.lg2 guru yg ikhlas mngajar kita.guru ni dekat dng tuhan dsampaikan kita hak x kenal tuhan ni maka jdi kenal.haa....sayang sangat tuhan kat guru ni,kalo dmurkanya guru ni ehhh murka lagi tuhan kita ni.aku dulu ada gak sumpah seranah cekgu2 ni,dasar sengetnya..,lama2 tuhan nak bg tahu,kita tahu la kan...lagu tu la..adik oii,sayangnya aku ke mg,jaga dri tu elok2

aku tau la payah lagu mana nak hafal quran ni,aku pon hafal gak,ni pon tgh blawan masa ngn buku lain lagi ni.mmg kalo x kuat tu,ehhh x tbaca la quran tu,pakai enset jah cucuk telinga dgr quran..takpe,at least ada usaha.

haa..aku ni mcm dh kena stop la plak.kepada semua aku ucap selamat bjaya ya.imtiyaz dunia akhirat.mintak ampun salah silap kut mana2 ada slack.aku pun manusia gak,kot ada cela tu benda biasa aku kira.eh okasan,kenapa aku tulis melayu ni??? hahahahaa,layan~~~~

mana abi? lama x dgr abi ngepek.hahahahahhahaa


aku cinta kamu kerana tuhan,jika kamu benci tuhan atau tuhan benci kamu,aku juga benci.ayahku adalah islam dan semua muslim dan mukmin adik beradik ku.



benarkan satu ketika
derapan kuda kan tiba
menawan kota di roma

sultan salahuddin al-ayubi,sultan muhammad al-fateh aki rasa kalo ayi qayyum jadi lagu 2 ni pun x pa.kira ok la kalo kena mati sekarang pun,yennadeyyyy babai!

doa kat eru byk2
kirim salam byk2 kat m cik yam,syafakillah.moga Allah pelihara semuanya.
kepada okasan adan otosan,adik2 ku yg baik,yg aku syg kerana Allah dan onni-chan yg tergamak x mmbalas msg skypeku,hahaha,mak lang mak andak,pak cik,pak itam da pak usu..eruilinda musytal-ilakum awi222.hahahahahahahaha


wassalam alaykum

  Salaam children of heaven ,

  Tomorrow night the two hafizs are going to kb to see the chief minister/mb of kelantan giving away certificates to some hafizs ..meaning those attending the ceremony are only hafiz and those who are on the way of becoming a hafiz also ...how happy to hear that the cm / mb of kelantan is doing such a thing ..if okasaan has the money , okasaan is thinking of building a mosque for thafiz al itqan ..and later maybe okasaan will build school of tahfiz for those two hafizs ...m a is visiting her friend in pahang but okasaan does not know which part of pahang ..forgot to ask m a laa ..and the two dukturahs are busy preparing for their final examination ..and pater is awy also ...meaning ..for the past five days okasaan lives with okasaan laa..hahahahaha..

  Dear children , do you remember makcik yam ,uncle sofian's wife .miftah's mother ..she is in kl receiving chimotheraphy treatment ..is the spelling right ..all these sad news make okasaan feels the world is full of miseries..but never fear Allah is always with us ..

   Ya Rabb,please lapangkan dada anakku muhammad abdul qayyum ..Rahmatilah hidupnya Ya Allah.. angkatlah kesedihan di hatinya Ya Allah ..

  Okasaan has to stop now ..okasaan is going to pasar tani/wet market kertih with the two hafizs ..read your quran dear children ,solat as soon as the azan ends and dress as a good muslimah ..adios ..see you soon..

Life is definitely not easy

   Salaaam children of heaven ,

  This morning two incidents occured in okasaan's school..the first one was two girls from  form one came to the office , crying ..when okasaan asked them why are they crying ,their answer was quite suprising ...a girl from their class scolded them..so okasaan went to their class ...dukturah ma ,if you want to know where their class is , the class is on the second floor near the field and near the bushes/semak samun .. but dear children , okasaan was about halfway to that class when okasaan saw all the students were outside their classes..mind you ..okasaan means all the students from all the classes..that means..the whole students of the school...okasaan saw a girl running to and fro ..when okasaan reached the place ,okasaan saw a girl holding a pair of scissor in her left hand , smiling like an idiot ....

To make the long story short , this girl told the counselor that her new brother-in-law likes to touch her whenever her sister is not around ..and to make the matter worst ,her mother does not believe what she told her mother ..her mother is a blind woman ,you know ...okasaan thinks the man married the wrong girl ..what do you think , dear children ..one thing is very sure ..the world is nearing its life span /nak kiamat ..the world is going kabooooommmmmmmm....

  The second incident was a bit sad if you ask okasaan ..a young woman came to school to get her letter to the ministry of welfare verified from okasaan ..sha has three sons ..age eight yrs to fifteen years old ..her mother and her school going brother are also living with her ..that means she has to take care of five persons ...when okasaan asked where is her husband , she said divorced ..talaq tiga ...meaning ..they cannot get together again..only ...only after she get marrried again and get a divorce from her new husband ...and she is only thirty six years old ..for the last five years as a single parent ..she told okasaan the rent is overdue by five months ..the electric and water bills are also overdue ..just waiting to be disconnected ..aaaaaahhhhh... what a sad sad situation ...

  Just thinking of her makes okasaan wondering ..what is her jkkk doing ...or do you children think ,this is the teachers' responsibility ...or to be precise ...this is okasaan's responsibility ....just wondering ...just thinking ...just wondering again and again ....and again..whose responsibility is this ....

  Please recite your quran , dear children of heaven , so that the quran can give syafaat to you ..solat as soon as the azan ends ...dress properly ...as a good muslimah ..adios ...see you soon ...

Okasaan loves her pitih

   Salaam children of heaven ,

Yesterday pater went to kajang again , for the third time ..on job traning course , of course..so this is the third time that okasaan is alone again at home ..but frankly speaking okasaan rather likes it ..okasaan does not have to cook for pater ..cooking is very leceh /very troublesome laaa.. not economic to cook just for the two of us ..for breakfast and lunch ,okasaan eat at the school canteen ..and for dinner,okasaan prefer to eat a bowl of oats and two slices of bread ...not some curry or sup or sweet sour fish or chicken or mutton ...
 
  When you were young okasaan did not have enough money to spend on you all but now that okasaan has some money ,none of you are at home ..hahahahahaha...what a twist in life ..but never fear ..okasaan knows where to spend all that money ...hahahahaha....

  On sunday after school pater asked okasaan to visit pater's pater at you know where laa..it was rather annoying because abang's spectacle was broken and okasaan prefered buying him another one ..so after school we went to abang's tahfiz first ..after asr prayer we sent abang back and we went to you know where laaa..we reached home at about ten oclock at night..so tired ..my bones feel like cracking all over ..and today dear children , okasaan is at home ..okasaan does not go to work ..okasaan is resting now ..maybe tomorrow okasaan will go to school ..

  Dear children of heaven , on saturday morning we went to surau hj.bidin ..and do you know who we met at one of the stall ..okasaan met makcik akmar and uncle nordin ..do you remember a family whom we invited for lunch before they went to sabah ..yes ..yes.. mira and udin..do you remember them ..according to makcik akmar ,mira is studying in zagazig ..or is going to study at zagazig..if dukturah ma and dukturah debe have the timr , please look after her at zagazig ..

the dukturahs's old school

who is this ,or is this animal still with you 

the sea is much more calmer now ..

  Got to stop now ...time to eat , sleep ,eat and sleep again ..do not stop praying for our family , uncle white's family and all atuk 's and opah's children and grandchildren ...recite your quran everyday , solat as soon as the azan ends ,dress as a good muslimah and last but not least pray that abang and ayi can read their surah more easily ...bye....see you soon. adios...

My pater and mater

   Salaam children of heaven ,

   Has okasaan ever tell you before that atuk and opah met when atuk was transfered to cameron highlands ...yea..opah was living in cameron highlands with her pater and mater that were okasaan's grandparents ..atuk hamid and opah behrang ..the other grandparents were atuk hussain and opah sabak ...you know why we called her opah sabak ...yea...because she lived at sabak bernam ...and opah behrang ..she lived with atuk hamid at behrang stations...atuk hamid worked as a postman ...we never met atuk hussain ...he passed away before opah met atuk ...so it means opah also never met atuk hussains her father-in-law ...so good for her ..never having the trouble to adjust her live living among troublesome in-laws...when the time comes for all of you to choose your life patners , okasaan recommends that you choose someone with no living siblings and of course no living in-laws ...hahahahaha.....as if we can do such a thing ...

  Dear children of heaven , okasaan is sure that all of you know that okasaan has ten siblings including okasaan laa ...but ...do you realise that none of us has ten children like opah and atuk ...not even half that number ..only okasaan has that number ...yes five ...and okasaan hopes when okasaan dies at least there are twenty grandchildren to recite quran everyday for okasaan and pater ....

  Some old pictures for you to see and to remember home ..

tin tree or pokok tin 

Atuk's and opah's children and grandchildren..and of course sons-in laws and daughters-in-laws..only a handful compared to opah's sister's ..

you with your cousins on edulfitri night..last edulfitri ? cannot be sure ..

some of your cousins ...

  Dear children of heaven okassan has to stop now..cannot sit on the floor anymore..okasaan gets cramp legs,,as usual recite your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends ...dress as a muslimah does...adios...see you soon ..

dear okasan
i also dunno la how to repair the skype back,so hard la
i dun remember anything..hahahah2
by the way try to add my yahoo messenger,u see the smiley and written there yahoo messenger? put ur yahoo account and emel,by there we can still do video call,any prob tell me,oke?

Salam alaykum,hahaha just stopping by to write something...ummm what ye....let me think,,,so many things la,but i will try to make it short.

xm is postponed again and again,and yea! hahaaha

i cant upload pics for this time bcoz mc shah unable to find the blutus button,she format her system n everything lost,and to find the button is quite annoying

i finished 3 mini tests this week,thou it may be not so good,but im doing this for final xm's sake,many and more dr got angry with us,thought we r lazy pig,well i dont mind it at the first place s i knew myself,i dont think that i played in class n not studying at home but well yes,we cant memorize everything at once,thou it's only 4 subjects but there are about 20 books to be finished.and sorry dr,dont shout at us and told us lazy coz u may only elevate ur blood pressure,we know it's final xm around the corner and we r running towards it...hahaha!

n i think this all for this,send my salam to everibadi at msia,i think i will activate my fb this july or august till then,see u later.and about summer holiday,like there is no summer,we will finish our summer here,maybe.try not to think about raya to much bcoz i listen to raya song everiday.hahaha!!!!

okay,babai!
salam alaykum

Sunny day

   Salaam children of heaven ,

The weather now is good ..no more rains whether at night or in the evening like it used to be in march ..the sun is up before seven oclock ..sometimes you can see the blue sky ..not even a speck of cloud can be seen ..just like in the desert...but between you and okasaan , okasaan prefers the rain ..so cool so nyaman ...the heavier the better ..more water means the wetland will be full of international birds ...okasaan is very sure to miss them when pater retires in three years time ..

  Yesterday pater asked okasaan when okasaan wants to build our house ...pater said it is better if okasaan can get the loan as quickly as possible ..do you know why pater is in such a hurry ?....hahahahahah........the answer is very simple ...pater said okasaaan is not fit anymore ...okasaan has so many illness ..okasaan is not as healthly as okasaan used to be ...so the sooner okasaan gets the housing loan the better it is for you children ...but who knows...maybe okasaan lives longer than pater ...hahahahaha...only Allah knows ....but you know children ,okasan wants all of you to know that if pater dies before okasaan ,okasaan will insyaallah leave paka ..okasaan wants to live at sgbesar...tanah tumpahnya darahku...hahahahah..the land where my blood spills ? not quite right ..you find the right word ..

  Last night pater wanted to take okasaan out for dinner ...hahahaha ...not candlelit dinner ...just simple nasi goreng/fried mee ..but okasaan declined because okasaan was not well ...and also because okasaan wanted to sleep early ...like okasaan told you last time , okasaan is already a golden citizen/ warga emas ..

  Today the students can go home early because we are having PTA?PIBG meeting at 2pm ..so children bye for now ...remember to recite your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends ..and please dress properly ..as a good muslimah does ...adios ..see you ...

Yes,yes,yes..the invitation card has arrived..alhamdulillah

   Salaam children of heaven ,

   Tomorrow is okasaan's birthday..if compared with opah's age okasaan has twenty one years more but if compared with atuk's age okasaan has eleven years left ...

  Dear children of heaven , today is of course okasaan's birthday...at around 3am the twin dukturahs sent sms wishing okasaan sanah helwah/happy birthday ..followed by m a at around 903am ,followed by mak lang ,pak usu pak itam..mak andak sent by fb ...okasaan is celebrating this day by, first going to klinik habibah ....hahahahaha...okasaan is not well laaa...for breakfirst okasaan bought three pieces of roti canai , nasi lemak and pulut kuning from pok mat cafe ....the roti canai from the mamak restorent beside klinik habibah ...okasaan went home and around eleven thirty okasaan went to tabung haji kertih to deposit the bank muamalat cheque for twin dukturahs ...from tabung haji okasaan went to paka publication to post a letter to uncle mokhyi...Allah has sent the invitation and okasaan has accepted the invitation ....what a big big big blast this day is ...

This morning before pater going to work okasasaan told him that okasaan is going to klinik habibah  to get some blood test ..pater told okasaan if okasaan dies , pater will marry again .....hahahahahahaha...who cares!!!!!!!!!!!!! okasaan does not care whether he wants to marry one two three or four ladies ...all at once or one by one ....like okasaan's friend said when okasaan was in secondary school ..who cares ,it is your own funeral......meaning ..what you do ,you suffer afterwards...let him marry if he wants ..after okasaa has pass away no one will take care of pater ..so let him marry and let him suffer ...hahahahahahahahahahahahahah..
Pater thinks having a new and younger wife at his age is a big big blast ...hahahahaha........let him suffer....

Tomorrow afternoon okasaan's school is having PTA/PIBG meeting ..okasaan does not like the vip they invited ...but one thing is sure okasaan will not give the hamper that they want every commitee members to bring...

some photos for you to remember us by

  Okasaan has to stop ...asr prayer ...alhamdulillah for this day ..alhamdulillah for giving okasaan  the children...dear children as usual please recite your quran ...solat as soon as the azan ends and dress properly...Allah is watching us ..see you soon ..adios...

   

Is Allah inviting okasaan

   Salaam children of heaven ,

  Yesterday aunty masliza called okasaan telling  okasaan that she and uncle nahar have been invited by Allah to visit His Home ..as His guests of course ..both of them will perform hajj this season with three or four billions muslim from all over the world...like dukturah eroo likes to say ..what a blast ..yes ..what a big ..big ..blast it is...ahhhh...an invitation that okasaan has been waiting for eleven years ...this year okasaan feels that okasaan has been issued an invitation but the invitation card is still on the way...hopefully the invitation card will arrive safely into okasaan's hand in a month's time ..what a big big blast ...

  Dear children , if you have the money , time ,good health , go and perform your hajj ..if okasaan is still alive when all of you have finished your studies , okasaan ,insyaallah will help you ..the two dukturahs ,okasaan advises that both of you perform your hajj in four or five years time..that is when you are in your fifth year at al azhar medic school ..aaahhh ..to be young and healthty...those two factors will help you when doing the tawaf ...the two hafizs  can perform their hajj whenever they want  because they do not need mahram ..m a can follow those two hafizs when the time comes ..

  Just pray to Allah to invite all of you when you are still young and have good health ..

This is where you will perform the saaie..that is walking seven times from mount safa to mount marwah ..starting from safa and ending at marwah ...during peaks times that are during hajj seasons this place is full with hajis and hajjahs...usually a woman goes to makkah with her mahram ..her husband ,or her son ,or her father ,or her brother , or her grandfather ...or if the lady does not have anyone above .. she can perform her hajj with two or three women which are trustworthy / tiqah ..

Zuhur time ..so okasaan must pray now ..okasaan does not want to be late ..there is no important calling as the calling of Allah ..as usual children please read your quran , solat as soon as the azan ends and dress as good muslimah ..adios ..see you soon..

 

When good habit is not good enough

   Salam children of heaven ,

Okaasaan is very sure all of you know that okasaan is not a good cook ..in fact okasaan prefers to buy night market's food ...pasar malam laaa...and pater always uses that excuse to blame okaasaan whenever problems arise ..but nowdays okasaan does not care anymore ..once the angel Gibrael said to Rasulullah s.a.w  loves anyone you want ,but remember one day you will leave your loved one behind ..so that is a very solid and good reason not to care what pater tells okasaan ...

There is one teacher in okasaan's school who likes to cook ..in fact this teacher once told okasaan that cooking is like theraphy to her ..everyday she and all her children wake up at 4am ..mind you ..not to do qiamullai but to cook and for her children it is time to do homeworks ..she will find any excuses to bring cooked food to school..to jamu the teachers of course ...you name it she can cooks it ..cheese cake , chocolate cake ..egg tart. blueberry tart, pineapple tart ..and of course pizza with your farvourite toppings ..

But children ,yesterday this particular chef did not know or could not differentiate between her duties and her gila masak..yesterday she baked a cake for another teacher because yesterday was this other teacher's birthday..a class of this other teacher celebrated her birthday also by asking this chef teacher to cook okasaan did not know what ..and you know children , this chef teacher hold the celebration in the class ..as a result ,
one senior teacher told okasaan about this incident ...

  Today , this chef teacher came to school with long face , the other teacher did not come to school and another teacher boycotted her class ....aaahh...what a day today is..but , hahahahahaha,... dear children, okasaan rather likes this caotic situation because ...this is school ..sometimes very calm like zombies's school ,but sometimes very much like wet market ...

  Dear children , pater is still not home ...so okasaan has to sleep alone ..eat alone ..watching televison alone ..but you know ..okasaan rather likes this way of life..

  As usual read your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends ..and watch out how you dress...adios..see you soon ...

Roti kesot anyone

    Salaam children of heaven ,

  Okasaan is alone again ..yesterday pater went to kl with his friends ..he will be away for one week ..yes..yes..Hahahahaha...  okasaan can eat breakfast at the school canteen plus lunch and of course dinner too ... everyday for one whole week ...like dukturah eroo likes to say ..what a blast ...just now pater called right after m a ... Pater is alone in that room just like other participants ..pater is having kursus/course ..do you remember uncle roazhar ..okasaan does not think so laa because m a was three years old when pater was transfered to paka from maran ,pahang ..and the twin dukturahs were one and the half years ..still a baby ..uncle roazhar has eight children ..but none of them were his ..what a pity ..one son is an adopted son and the rest are step children .

  Okasaan 's dinner was of course a plate of rice and curry muduk fish..okasaan bought the head but okasaan ate only half a plate and the rest ...given to stray cats at the back of our kitchen ..no appetite ..nowdays okasaan prefers to have a bowl of oat during dinner ..aaahh... what a difference when okasaan was young .
not enough food to eat ..during those days sometimes we had roti kesot for our lunch ..now roti kesot is a luxury ...hahahaha..eaten only during family gatherings..

   Dear children ,concentrate on your study ..okasaan knows the three of you will be having your exams sometime in may ..okaasan and pater do not have money to leave to you ..we are old already over fifty years old..at our age we should have grown up children ...but alas...we met when we were in our thirties eventhough
okasaan always went to chukai with okaasan's home-mate ..that was when okaasan was teaching in sg.lembing .pahang ...

karak highway

this flower is dying ,you know..too much water..

  Okaasaan must sleep now ..it is nearly ten oclock ..no one to talk to ..the house is so quiet now ..as usual children please read your quran everyday ..solat as soon as the azan ends and watch how you dress..be a good muslimah ...adios ..see you soon ..

 

Ups and downs in life

   Salaam children of heaven ,

  Okasaan is very happy to inform all of you that abdul qayyum is reciting new juzuk now..alhamdulillah..and so is abdul hayyi..when okasaan heard this news okasaan's heart felt like bursting with ....okasaan could not describe the feeling you know..

the two hafizs with the twin hafizah dukturahs at ulu bendul 

   Next month the dukturahs are having their final exams ...whenever okasaan thinks of them okasaan always remember their birthplace ... maybe one day in the future these two dukturahs will find the way to make their birthplace feel proud of them ....hahahahahaha...is there such a thing ...no ..no ..okasaan does not think so..

  Dear children ,whatever you do , please remember your place in the hereafter ..we are not permanent resident of the world ..every living things will die..whenever Allah bestows a bit of happiness  , just remember other people too ..remember the poor and the musthadafin...is okasaan writes it right ..okasaan's arabic is not like the five of you , children of heaven ..

  Okasaan is very sure of one thing ..this year we are not having hari keluarga at pantai senangin ..but instead we will do some majlis tahlil at opah's home ...mohon rahmat and berkat from Allah ...we do not know what will happen tomorror ..one minute we are in the clouds feeling very happy and the next minute ...we are down in the drain ..in the mud ..in the limbah ..nauzubillah ..like okasaan told you all before only this is very sure to happen to all of us ..

So very happy that you all can visit opah's final resting place..but alas ..only once a year ..

Can you celebrate this coming eidulfitri with pak usu ..only time will tell..if okasaan can save enough money to buy the air ticket ..otherwise the dukturahs will celebrate eidulfitri at nasr city in egypt ..okasaan knows ..ramadhan is still a long way and syawal is also four months away ...do not feel sad ..here are some last year's raya pictures for you to feast your eyes upon  ..

Dear children , have to go now ..have to eat now ..

Do not forget to read your quran ..solat as soon as the azan ends and dress as a good muslimah ..adios ..see you soon ..

  

The sky is the limit

   Salaam children of heaven ,

  Only Allah knows why it happened..neither okasaan nor pater nor you nor everybody knows why it has to be uncle white ..but like okasaan said only Allah knows why ...ya Rabb..only You Know the hikmah behind all these things ..please give him strength to overcome his sadness ..everytime okasaan calls him either he cries or okasaan cries or both of us cry together ..what a sad sad situation this is ..

  Sometime okasaan wonders has opah forgiven us ..if okasaan asks uncle black the answer is yes..yes ..and yes ..opah has forgiven all of us ..

  Dear children of heaven , please do solat hajat every night for your uncle ..okasaan could not imagine what will happen to our family if his plea is not what we want ...okasaan can only tells him all that happen is because Allah loves him most ..Allah knows which hambaNya yang mampu hadapi all these ..and okasaan must convinces okasaan self too....but remember children ..this is dunia only..tiada yang kekal ..

 This evening one of okasaan's teachers called and told okasaan that the boys volleyball team has won all the matches at smk seri rasau ..meaning ...we are the boys' volleyball champion this year ...but okasaan couldnt share their happiness ...

 Have to stop now ..okasaan cannot think straight anymore ...Allah huakbar..

Two three cats running around ..but they are not the same as the stripes ones..two three we can find..but alas not the same as the loved one.

  Salaam children of heaven

  Today okasaan feels so happy being at school ..the reason is very simple ...okasaan's school entered pesta berbalas pantun and this year we beat last year's champion ..smk tengku intan zaharah.. hahahahaha.. yes..yes..okasaan's school beat dukturah's asma' chan's school ......so today the pantun team goes to semi final..
at first the team has the chance to enter final ...but alas...some big headed jury who happens to be the husband of our opponent team smashed our hope of being the champion of our district in pesta pantun ..

  Last night pater came home around 230am..actually okasaan was sound asleep when pater got home ..this morning when okasaan got up at 4am , all the lights were off...aaaahhh....he was home already...pater bought some strawberries ,sweet corns , strawberry jem and of course laaa a box of cameronian tea ..actually cameron bharat tea... okasaan does not know the difference between those two ...this evening we went to the hafizs's school to give them a bottle of strawberry jem ...the sweet corn and some fresh strawberries.....

  Have to go now...okasaan is going out with pater in a few minutes ...my stomach is zero.. hahahahaa...okasaan is hungry ...bye ...bye...bye children...see you ...but don't know when ..as usual read your quran ..solat on time and watch your dress...adios...no pictures this time...

Night time at tnb

   Salaam children of heaven

   Last night i heard the burung tukang at work ..i never heard it in other months only in december..i do not know why the woodpecker is at work at this time of year..maybe because the woodpecker thinks now is mating season again..for the last two weeks the weather was like raining season , like the timurlaut wind is blowing..what do we call north east wind ..yes..yes..yes..now the weather is like the north east wind is blowing again ..everyday  the weather is tak menentu/unpredictable ..but mostly it rains ..now the wetlands is full of water ..and the international birds are back again ..hahahahaha...the burung antarabangsa like pater calls them..

  Last week or rather on sunday half of the students did not come to school because their houses were flooded..the river near okasaan's school rises and the water in durian mentangau also rises..the field in our area was like laut /sea ,you know ..the burung antarabangsa were having a feast  in there..the frogs , the belalang and all sorts of insects are in the field..maybe the birds are having midnight sneak too.. they cannot eat all the foods during daylight so they have to eat at night also ...hahahahaha...just my imagination laaa...midnight sneaks are sooo wonderful so interesting so ..so...so..so all sorts of things...it all depends on the people who eat at night when they should be in bed ..

  Dear children , okasan really likes this photo ..how beautiful the scenery is .

And this one too..aahh..my two beloved hafizs..

 How okasaan wishes we could go there this coming schooll breaks..but alas..this year insyaallah we are going to teluk senangin in pantai remis..mak andak has surveyed the beach and the area..she said it is alright to hold our family day there...the chalets are good because they have all the necessary equipments ...

  Dear children , suddenly okasaan thought of dying..what if okasaan was not around when the two of you are still in egypt.. what if the two hafizs were also away when okasaan followed opah ..what if m a was also not at home when okasaan died..  so many ifs and yet no answer to all the ifs..

 Have to stop now because my eyes are slowly trying to find the pillows ..the blanket and the torchlight ..as usual read your quran so abang can find the way to go to juzuk eleven ..solat on time and dress as good muslimah does ..adios ..see you soon.insyaallh...