life is definitely not easy but Allah is always there

Yesterday i decided to do some cleaning ..it was more like throwing away than cleaning out..i have thrown out some plastic containers, a stack of dinner plates ( jenama romantic..arcopal) t-shirts of assorted sizes and some telekung..the telekung i burned together with old newspapers..well you know..its better to be well prepared than tak bersedia kannn..who knows..the time might come sooner than expected
  I do not want to get kickout from my heaven unexpected and unprepared.So the best thing to do while waiting for the day to come is to do some cleaning...house cleaning..kitchen cleaning..clothes throwing..books burning.. you name it i will do it..
  By the way,do you know the first bacth of malaysian hajj have landed safely in madinah international airport yesterday morning? What a bless to be in madinah in this time of year..the weather is cold now..i wish i was there too right now..after all these years...dear Rabb.so many years gone by and yet nothing to feel..no sweet memories to remember  no tender moments to cherish ..all are gone..just like smoke blown away by the wind..

Eroo again

Salam,
look like i can't stop blogging for this time.I feel like I have many things to tell you,guys.Today,I call Dr.Omaima,the coordinator for Malaysian student.I tell her that me and my friends will skip classes for tomorrow as we plan to go to Malaysian Embassy at Hayyu 'Asyir.I want to get the certificate that clarify that I am Al-Azhar University's student.She permit us to do that.

The problem comes when boys just want to go the next Sunday.Sud off.

I will always try to write more and more.Guys,I think I am in the mood of  hating someone .Hell,yeah.Less cursing,that is better.Pray hard that I'll be alright.

I'm fine,my lamp/bulb is getting better.

Eroo di sini.

Salam to all,sila jawab ye...huhehehe

First of all,I want to mention that I am no longer can update this blog after today.I can only go online every Friday.I promise to myself that I will never go online to log into my facebook or skype.I want to focus on my study.I know it's a very hard decision but this is the only way to stop me from spend my time,focus and energy not on my study.Hey you,miss me la.Halia is not available here.Waaaaaaaaaa.

Guys,just now my feallas asked me to get a life.Spend your weekend on outing.Check Egypt out.Do window shopping.Bla3.I don't blame them on what happened.Just regret on their words.You know,I studied a chapter from a subject called Physiology.I feel like very stupid.I went to classes for the whole week.Spent hours on lectures and when I am at home,I just realized that I know nothing.

It's not a case of weird accent of the lecturers.Indeed,Prof.Magdal's English is one of the best here.I take a deep breathe and check in myself.What's wrong with you,babe.You don't have the book?You don't pay attention?You sit at the back?You fight with your friend?The answer is no no no and no.It is a very simple answer.I don't make a perfect or rather said almost perfect earlier preparation for this subject.This is it.Get a life?LOL.You're funny.Stop pointing on me.You first get into your life first.

As I heard before,many people said that for first year student.Physiology is one of the toughest.It is a branch of what I've learnt during SPM,but we go more deep and deeper.So,I must expect the worse and always give my very best.

Lately,I realized that many things that will interrupt barakah in my studies.First,food.Second,songs.Third,ntah.Fourth,solah.Fifth,relationship between humankind.Foods arent labelled as halal or not.But I always try not to consume on something that is syubhah.May Allah protect me and my friends.I listen to songs.I just want to avoid from feeling bored during reading but sometimes I feel like I always skipping my Koran section.Theee theee theee.I will delete them.If not all,maybe some.Solah,pray hard that I will always perform my solah,I mean the sunat one.Thee thee thee.And fifth,please la.I am not your sister,don't act like a bossy mum la.Umi aku tak over macam kau.Wakakkakakaa.

Perjalanan pergi lawat Piramid kat Giza ngan kubu Salahuddin Al-Ayubi,if not mistaken.Tapi tak turun pun.Penat sangat..

Jus buah mangga dia best.Segar sangat.Harga dalam RM2-3

Lab Histologi.Best kot.Lecturers sangatlah baik.

Depan Fakulti Perubatan.

Tangga yang sedap dituruni dan malas didaki.Yang amat banyak di universti ni.

Majulah kami demi semua.

Last but not least,I always want to chat with all of you.Thanks Allah.I skype with umi,abi and akak today,and chatting with my sepupu today.You,tart nenas dah habis.Huhahahaha,sedihnyaaa.Relax....I understand Nervous System today.I bought lemons.I eat delicious dinner.I still alive.This is already a gift from Allah.Thanks for your du'a,you and you and you.May Allah bless us now and always.

O Allah,guide my heart bless my soul.Hey new week,I am coming!

(^_^)

"I've Got You"

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? (by and watch them fall)
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be close to you
Hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there

Yeah I got you
Oh to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

seaching the true bearing...

   I feel a bit lazy.. a bit exhausted..a bit nak demam these few days..thts why dh lama tak tulis. This morning umi went to abang's tahfiz..we went to pasar tani kerteh jee..the boys pun bukan beli apa sgt..just a glass of coconut shake ,maybe some kuih and keropok lekor..actualy the boys,esp muhammad abdul hayyi,feels ssumbatt..u know ,,just do not know what to do..
   The weather in terengganu now dah tak menentu..sometime sgt panas in the morning but near garik hujan sangat lebat..Allah's will you know..PMR is still in the motion lagi..but the candidates at umi's school ..we teachers feel sad,nak marah ,just dont know how to describe our feeling..
   Maybe in ten years' time they will understand why we teachers keep berletering everyday asking them to study hard..and you daughters, you better study ten times harder than your friends if you want to keep ahead of them.
Learning is a must for every muslim..we learn from the cradle to the graveyard..and for me the graveyard is just around the corner...hahaha..maybe at the junction near the taman permainan ..you know..
   These few days i dont feel well..both physically and emotionally..orang tua laa katakan..

HUHE

Umi,akak....keep writing la.
XD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tenet tenet

Salam loviess,

dear umi,i got net connection now!It was a blast! Pray hard that I will stay focus on my study.
dear umi,i got some problem in my studies.The Biochem seems to be sombong with me,but I got a new book just now and it helps me a lot!
dear umi,I dont think I am boros,don't worry.hehehehe.Here is my monthly expenses.I try my best not to over budget.I don't go to class by taxi and I cook for dinner.

1.LE 50=RM 40 : Groceries
2.LE 15=RM 7   : Internet
3.LE 30=RM 18 : Breakfast